A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship
“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20
From the blog
The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy
In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.
Living From Christ, Not For Him
"For in Him all the fullness of Deity dwells in bodily form, and in Him you have been made complete, and He is the head over all rule and authority."
— Colossians 2:9–10
Imagine a grand estate gifted to you—a sprawling property, fully furnished and stocked with everything you could ever need. Yet instead of stepping into the house, you stand at the front gate, continually asking the owner for food, shelter, and rest. How unnecessary—and even insulting—it would be to the one who has already provided all these things in abundance.
This is often how we approach God. We plead for what He has already given in Christ. The Christian life is not about begging for strength, power, or help to live as God desires. It’s about appropriating what is already ours through Christ’s indwelling life.
Living in the Garden of Grace: Stand in Your Freedom
"Stand fast therefore in the liberty by which Christ has made us free, and do not be entangled again with a yoke of bondage."
— Galatians 5:1
Imagine a bird released from its cage, soaring high into the open sky for the first time. The air is fresh, the space is endless, and freedom beckons with every flap of its wings. Now, imagine that same bird voluntarily returning to the cage, closing the door behind itself, and perching quietly in the corner. This is the picture Paul paints for the Galatians—and for us—when he warns against returning to the “yoke of bondage” after experiencing the freedom Christ has secured.
Freedom in Christ is not merely a concept; it is a reality. We are free from the impossible burden of earning righteousness through self-effort. We no longer need to strive under the weight of rules, rituals, or performance to gain God's approval. Instead, we live by faith in the One who accomplished all on our behalf.
A Foretaste of the Kingdom: Trusting Jesus Through the Journey
Jesus’ journey to Jerusalem is marked by teaching, miracles, and moments of glory, all pointing to the coming kingdom of God. From the transfiguration on the mountaintop to the healing of the boy possessed by a demon, Jesus offers his disciples a glimpse into this kingdom—a kingdom that will only be fully realized through His suffering, death, and resurrection.
Lamentations 2: When the Garden is Laid Waste
"How the Lord has covered Daughter Zion with the cloud of his anger! He has hurled down the splendor of Israel from heaven to earth; he has not remembered his footstool in the day of his anger."
— Lamentations 2:1
The fall of Jerusalem, as described in Lamentations 2, is a sobering reminder of the consequences of rebellion against God. The imagery in this chapter is vivid: Jerusalem, once a flourishing garden tended by the Lord, has been uprooted and laid waste by His righteous anger. The city, which was meant to reflect God's glory, has been brought low because its people turned away from Him and trusted in idols, false prophets, and pagan practices.
The Vineyard of Love: Cultivating Intimacy in Marriage
"Come, my beloved, let us go to the countryside, let us spend the night in the villages. Let us go early to the vineyards to see if the vines have budded, if their blossoms have opened, and if the pomegranates are in bloom—there I will give you my love."
— Song of Solomon 7:11–12
In this tender invitation, the Shulammite woman calls her beloved to retreat from the noise and demands of life for a time of intimacy and renewal. Their love, like a vineyard, requires care and intentional tending. Just as a vine grows stronger and bears more fruit when given attention, so too does the bond between husband and wife flourish when nurtured with shared moments of rest, exploration, and connection.
The Kingdom Divided: A Lesson in Leadership and Redemption
Rehoboam’s first major decision as king carried far-reaching consequences. Faced with the people’s plea to lighten their burdens, he rejected the wisdom of seasoned advisors in favor of the brash counsel of his peers. His harsh response not only alienated the people but led to the division of the kingdom—a tragic fracture in the history of God’s people.
Though Rehoboam’s actions were sinful and foolish, they unfolded within the mysterious sovereignty of God’s plan. The split of the kingdom marked the beginning of decline, but it also foreshadowed the ultimate reconciliation that would come, not through human effort, but through the death and resurrection of the Davidic Messiah, Jesus Christ.
United in Hope: A Family Built on Christ’s Sacrifice
"May the God who gives endurance and encouragement give you the same attitude of mind toward each other that Christ Jesus had, so that with one mind and one voice you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ." —Romans 15:5–6
Paul paints a vision of unity in the church that’s as challenging as it is beautiful. He exhorts the “strong” to bear with the “weak,” not to please themselves, but to reflect the servant-hearted example of Christ. Jesus didn’t live for His own comfort. Instead, He endured insults and rejection to fulfill God’s promises, reconciling Jew and Gentile alike into one family of faith.
Breaking the Power of Sin: Freedom in Forgiveness
"Then neither do I condemn you," Jesus declared. "Go now and leave your life of sin."
— John 8:11b
Picture a bird trapped in a cage, its wings clipped and its freedom denied. No matter how much it longs to fly, it can only flit from one corner to another. But imagine the cage being opened and the bird’s wings miraculously restored. That bird would be free—not just to leave the cage but to soar into the sky, finally living as it was created to live.
This is the power of forgiveness through Christ. It doesn’t simply absolve us of guilt; it breaks the chains of sin that once bound us. When Jesus told the woman caught in adultery, “Go now and leave your life of sin,” He wasn’t commanding her to achieve the impossible. He was declaring her free, empowered by His forgiveness to live in a way she never could before.
Living Ready for the Bridegroom
"Let us rejoice and be glad and give Him the glory. For the marriage of the Lamb has come, and His bride has made herself ready."
—Revelation 19:7
Picture a bride eagerly preparing for her wedding day. She carefully chooses her dress, attends to the smallest details, and dreams of the moment when she will stand face to face with her beloved. Her preparation is not a grim duty but a joyful anticipation.
Similarly, as believers, we are the bride of Christ, preparing for the glorious day of His return. Yet, A.B. Simpson reminds us that our readiness is not about withdrawing from the world in quiet introspection. True readiness involves fellowship with Christ in our private moments and active engagement in the world He loves.
The New and Living Way
"Therefore, brethren, having boldness to enter the Holiest by the blood of Jesus, by a new and living way which He consecrated for us."
— Hebrews 10:19-20
Imagine waking up every morning to find a banquet table set for you—overflowing with fresh, nourishing food. It’s not leftovers from yesterday, but a feast prepared anew, abundant and satisfying. This is a picture of the "new and living way" that God has provided through Jesus Christ. Just as we wouldn’t survive on yesterday’s food indefinitely, so too we cannot live on yesterday’s grace. God’s provision for us is fresh, available each day, and tailored for our present need.
Freedom to Be: Living by the Spirit, Not the Letter
"Having died to that wherein we were held; so that we serve in newness of the Spirit, and not in oldness of the letter." — Romans 7:6 (ASV)
The grace of God has set us free—not to strive under the burden of the law, but to rest in the life of Christ within us. The law, as holy and perfect as it is, was given to reveal the futility of the natural man trying to please God. Grace, however, is given to the spiritual man to allow Christ to live His life through him.
Daily Reflection: The Two-Stage Vision of the Kingdom
In Mark 8, we find two parallel threads woven together: Jesus’ identity as the Messiah and the gradual, sometimes faltering, understanding of His disciples. Through miracles, parables, and direct teaching, Jesus reveals truths about Himself and His mission. Yet, like a person seeing a blurry image come into focus, the disciples only partially grasp who He is and what He has come to do.
This chapter reminds us that the journey of faith often unfolds in stages. Like the blind man healed in two steps (Mark 8:22–26), we, too, may only see partially before the full picture of God’s kingdom comes into focus.
Lamentations 1: A Yoke Too Heavy to Bear
“How deserted lies the city, once so full of people! How like a widow is she, who once was great among the nations! She who was queen among the provinces has now become a slave."
— Lamentations 1:1
The opening chapter of Lamentations paints a picture of devastating loss. Jerusalem, once vibrant and revered, is now desolate, a shadow of her former self. The city is personified as a widow, mourning her unfaithfulness to God and the consequences that followed. Her suffering is undeniable, her guilt immense, and her cry for mercy deeply moving.
Lamentations: The Song of Sorrow and Hope
The book of Lamentations is a haunting melody of grief and resilience, written in the aftermath of Jerusalem's devastating destruction in 586 BC. It gives voice to the heartache of God’s people, their confessions of sin, and their longing for restoration. This collection of five poems serves as a mirror of the Israelites’ pain, each lament reflecting the depth of their suffering and their dependence on God.
The structure of Lamentations is intricate, with four of its five chapters written as alphabetic acrostics—beautifully ordered expressions of deeply chaotic emotions. This literary device serves not only to organize grief but also to instruct, showing how lament can guide the soul toward truth even in the darkest moments.
Unshaken Love: A Reflection on Song of Solomon 6:1–7:10
In Song of Solomon 6:1–3, the woman’s admiration for her beloved compels others to want to see and know him. She confidently speaks of their unwavering commitment, even amid trials. As the chapter unfolds, the man’s words reveal his deep adoration for her. His descriptions move from her face and hair to a detailed depiction of her entire being in 6:13—7:10. This poetic imagery is not just about physical beauty but also about their deep, reconciled love—a love that grows richer over time.
This passage portrays the intimacy and joy of a covenant relationship, mirroring the relationship between Christ and His bride, the Church. Like Solomon's bride, we are wholly known, cherished, and desired by Christ. He sees us not as flawed or distant but as beautiful and fully His.
The Chronicles of Hope: A Camelot of the Past
“Now the rest of the acts of Solomon, from first to last, are they not written in the chronicles of Nathan the prophet, and in the prophecy of Ahijah the Shilonite and in the visions of Iddo the seer concerning Jeroboam the son of Nebat?”
— 2 Chronicles 9:29
The Chronicler’s summary of Solomon’s reign paints a picture of glory, unity, and peace. By omitting Solomon’s failures, the Chronicler is not denying their existence but is instead pointing to a greater hope—a future King who would perfectly embody the ideals that Solomon’s reign foreshadowed.
This "messianic historiography" serves as a reminder of the unification of God’s people under His appointed king. Solomon’s reign is presented as a golden age, a "Camelot" of the past, to stir hope for a future where the ultimate King, Jesus Christ, would reign in perfection.
The Garden Path to Unity
Imagine a gardener cultivating a shared garden. The garden is full of different plants—some flourish in the sun, while others thrive in the shade. The gardener’s role is not to uproot the plants that grow differently but to nurture harmony, ensuring each plant contributes to the beauty of the whole. Similarly, Paul’s words in Romans 14 call us to cultivate unity within the body of Christ, even when we approach spiritual practices differently.
In the Roman church, differences over food and sacred days had caused tension between the "strong" and the "weak." The strong, whose consciences allowed them to eat all foods, looked down on the weak, who abstained. Meanwhile, the weak judged the strong for their freedom. Paul makes it clear: God has accepted both. Each believer stands by God’s grace, not by the approval of others. Just as the gardener waters every plant without preference, God nourishes all who are His.
The Labor of Faith and the Rest of Assurance
“There remains, then, a Sabbath-rest for the people of God; for anyone who enters God’s rest also rests from their works, just as God did from his.”
— Hebrews 4:9–10
Imagine a hiker traversing a steep mountain path. With every step, the trail grows more grueling, and exhaustion sets in. But just as the journey seems unbearable, the hiker reaches a clearing—an open field filled with sunlight and fresh air, a place to rest. This moment of peace doesn't negate the effort it took to get there, but it transforms the journey, reminding the hiker that the labor was leading to something greater.
This is the paradox of faith described by Miles Stanford in The Green Letters: the labor of entering rest. While it may seem contradictory, the spiritual life often requires the diligent pursuit of truths that lead us to a place of rest in God. The struggle to trust and believe is not in vain—it’s part of the process through which God anchors our hearts in His promises.
Living in the Garden of Grace: The Cross and the Law
"Having wiped out the handwriting of requirements that was against us, which was contrary to us. And He has taken it out of the way, having nailed it to the cross."
— Colossians 2:14
Imagine a long, imposing list nailed to a courthouse door. It’s filled with every offense, every failure, and every shortcoming of your life. The weight of this list is unbearable, and its demands are relentless. But then, a person steps forward, takes the list, and nails it to the cross, declaring it null and void. This is precisely what Jesus has done for us.
At the cross, Jesus did more than forgive our trespasses—He erased the handwriting of requirements that stood against us. The law, with all its righteous demands, was fulfilled in Him. As Ephesians 2:14-15 explains, He tore down the dividing wall that separated us from God and abolished the law of commandments that brought enmity. We are no longer under the condemnation of the law, but united with Christ in a relationship of love and grace.
For Those Who Thirst: Drinking from the Rock
"Let anyone who is thirsty come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as Scripture has said, rivers of living water will flow from within them."
— John 7:37-38
Thirst is a universal experience—one that speaks not only to the physical realm but to the longings of the soul. Just as our bodies cannot survive without water, our hearts cannot truly live without the living water Jesus offers. His invitation is both simple and profound: Come to Me and drink.