A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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The Chronicles of Hope: A Camelot of the Past
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The Chronicles of Hope: A Camelot of the Past

“Now the rest of the acts of Solomon, from first to last, are they not written in the chronicles of Nathan the prophet, and in the prophecy of Ahijah the Shilonite and in the visions of Iddo the seer concerning Jeroboam the son of Nebat?”
2 Chronicles 9:29

The Chronicler’s summary of Solomon’s reign paints a picture of glory, unity, and peace. By omitting Solomon’s failures, the Chronicler is not denying their existence but is instead pointing to a greater hope—a future King who would perfectly embody the ideals that Solomon’s reign foreshadowed.

This "messianic historiography" serves as a reminder of the unification of God’s people under His appointed king. Solomon’s reign is presented as a golden age, a "Camelot" of the past, to stir hope for a future where the ultimate King, Jesus Christ, would reign in perfection.

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The Garden Path to Unity
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The Garden Path to Unity

Imagine a gardener cultivating a shared garden. The garden is full of different plants—some flourish in the sun, while others thrive in the shade. The gardener’s role is not to uproot the plants that grow differently but to nurture harmony, ensuring each plant contributes to the beauty of the whole. Similarly, Paul’s words in Romans 14 call us to cultivate unity within the body of Christ, even when we approach spiritual practices differently.

In the Roman church, differences over food and sacred days had caused tension between the "strong" and the "weak." The strong, whose consciences allowed them to eat all foods, looked down on the weak, who abstained. Meanwhile, the weak judged the strong for their freedom. Paul makes it clear: God has accepted both. Each believer stands by God’s grace, not by the approval of others. Just as the gardener waters every plant without preference, God nourishes all who are His.

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The Labor of Faith and the Rest of Assurance
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The Labor of Faith and the Rest of Assurance

“There remains, then, a Sabbath-rest for the people of God; for anyone who enters God’s rest also rests from their works, just as God did from his.”
Hebrews 4:9–10

Imagine a hiker traversing a steep mountain path. With every step, the trail grows more grueling, and exhaustion sets in. But just as the journey seems unbearable, the hiker reaches a clearing—an open field filled with sunlight and fresh air, a place to rest. This moment of peace doesn't negate the effort it took to get there, but it transforms the journey, reminding the hiker that the labor was leading to something greater.

This is the paradox of faith described by Miles Stanford in The Green Letters: the labor of entering rest. While it may seem contradictory, the spiritual life often requires the diligent pursuit of truths that lead us to a place of rest in God. The struggle to trust and believe is not in vain—it’s part of the process through which God anchors our hearts in His promises.

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Living in the Garden of Grace: The Cross and the Law
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Living in the Garden of Grace: The Cross and the Law

"Having wiped out the handwriting of requirements that was against us, which was contrary to us. And He has taken it out of the way, having nailed it to the cross."
Colossians 2:14

Imagine a long, imposing list nailed to a courthouse door. It’s filled with every offense, every failure, and every shortcoming of your life. The weight of this list is unbearable, and its demands are relentless. But then, a person steps forward, takes the list, and nails it to the cross, declaring it null and void. This is precisely what Jesus has done for us.

At the cross, Jesus did more than forgive our trespasses—He erased the handwriting of requirements that stood against us. The law, with all its righteous demands, was fulfilled in Him. As Ephesians 2:14-15 explains, He tore down the dividing wall that separated us from God and abolished the law of commandments that brought enmity. We are no longer under the condemnation of the law, but united with Christ in a relationship of love and grace.

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For Those Who Thirst: Drinking from the Rock
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For Those Who Thirst: Drinking from the Rock

"Let anyone who is thirsty come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as Scripture has said, rivers of living water will flow from within them."
John 7:37-38

Thirst is a universal experience—one that speaks not only to the physical realm but to the longings of the soul. Just as our bodies cannot survive without water, our hearts cannot truly live without the living water Jesus offers. His invitation is both simple and profound: Come to Me and drink.

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Praying Without Ceasing: A Daily Habit of Trust
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Praying Without Ceasing: A Daily Habit of Trust

"Pray without ceasing."1 Thessalonians 5:17

A.B. Simpson reminds us in Days of Heaven that prayer is not merely an action but a habit of living—moment-by-moment communion with God. It’s the practice of bringing everything before Him, from the weighty decisions to the smallest of concerns. Over time, this intentional reliance on Him can become as natural as breathing.

Imagine a bird soaring on an updraft. The bird’s flight appears effortless, but it requires continual adjustment of its wings to remain aloft. Similarly, our lives are sustained by a continual posture of prayer. Each petition, thanksgiving, or moment of surrender is like adjusting our wings to align with God’s provision and guidance.

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Recall What God Remembers: A Love Rekindled
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Recall What God Remembers: A Love Rekindled

"I remember…the kindness of your youth, the love of your betrothal."
Jeremiah 2:2

Love often begins with fervor, a spark that ignites every aspect of our lives. Think of a campfire on a chilly night: the crackling warmth captivates everyone around it, drawing us closer. But as time goes on, the fire can dwindle, not because it lacks potential, but because it needs tending.

God recalls the early days of our love for Him—the moments of unrestrained devotion and simple joy in His presence. He remembers when our prayers overflowed with gratitude and our service was motivated solely by love. But over time, our zeal may wane, replaced by routine or weighed down by life’s challenges.

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A Better Covenant: Written on Our Hearts
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A Better Covenant: Written on Our Hearts

"But now He has obtained a more excellent ministry, inasmuch as He is also Mediator of a better covenant, which was established on better promises."
Hebrews 8:6

Picture an artist crafting a masterpiece on a blank canvas. With every stroke, the vision unfolds—not on the surface of the canvas alone, but etched deeply into its very fabric. This is what the new covenant of grace is like. It isn’t merely external rules written on stone tablets; it is God’s truth and life engraved on the hearts of His people, shaping us from within.

Under the old covenant, access to God was limited, and righteousness depended on adhering to external commands. The new covenant, however, ushers in something far better. Through the blood of Jesus, the curtain separating humanity from God has been torn, granting us bold access to His presence.

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Walking in Prearranged Paths
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Walking in Prearranged Paths

"As ye have therefore received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk ye in Him."
Colossians 2:6

It’s remarkable how easily we embrace the promise of Jesus preparing a place for us in eternity (John 14:2). Yet, we often hesitate to trust that He has also prepared a path for us here and now. As Ephesians 2:10 (AMP) reminds us, we are God’s workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to walk in the good works He has prearranged for us.

Imagine a gardener who has meticulously designed a beautiful path through a garden. The path winds through vibrant flowers, peaceful streams, and shaded groves. Everything has been thoughtfully prepared for the one who walks it. The gardener invites us to follow this path, not to figure it out as we go but to simply trust and walk where it leads.

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What Makes Us Truly Clean
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What Makes Us Truly Clean

"Jesus called the crowd to him and said, 'Listen to me, everyone, and understand this. Nothing outside a person can defile them by going into them. Rather, it is what comes out of a person that defiles them.'"
Mark 7:14–15

The Pharisees, with their obsession over ritual and tradition, completely missed the heart of God’s law. They clung to external practices—like handwashing and food regulations—as if these could somehow purify the soul. But Jesus upends their assumptions, teaching that uncleanness isn’t about what goes in but what comes out: the words, actions, and attitudes flowing from the heart.

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God’s Word Will Always Be Vindicated
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God’s Word Will Always Be Vindicated

In Jeremiah 52, we witness the culmination of God’s warnings through His prophet. For years, Jeremiah proclaimed a message of judgment and repentance, often met with ridicule, resistance, and accusations of betrayal. Yet, as the final chapter of this book unfolds, every word God gave Jeremiah is shown to be true. Jerusalem falls, the temple is destroyed, and the people are taken into exile—just as Jeremiah had said.

The central message of this passage is clear: God’s Word stands, no matter how long it takes to be fulfilled or how impossible it seems in the moment. Jeremiah’s life is a testimony to the unshakable faithfulness of God. His obedience and perseverance, even in the face of overwhelming opposition, were not in vain.

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Song of Solomon 5: Love’s Pursuit and Perseverance
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Song of Solomon 5: Love’s Pursuit and Perseverance

Marriage is a union of love and intimacy, a covenant designed to reflect God’s faithful love for His people. Yet, even in its beauty, it requires intentionality, effort, and humility. Song of Solomon 5 captures the ebb and flow of married life—the joy of intimacy, the challenges of misunderstanding, and the deep resolve to pursue reconciliation.

In this passage, we see the bride and groom navigating the realities of their relationship. Solomon’s bride, though loving him deeply, initially hesitates when he arrives home late. But as her heart softens, she seeks him with fervor, unwilling to let anything separate them. Her pursuit of Solomon, even in the face of hardship and misunderstanding, mirrors the persistence love requires.

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The Grandeur of Solomon and the Glory of Christ
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The Grandeur of Solomon and the Glory of Christ

Solomon’s kingdom was a marvel of wisdom and splendor. His vast achievements, unparalleled wealth, and divine wisdom drew the attention of the world—including the Queen of Sheba, who journeyed to see for herself if the reports of his greatness were true. When she arrived, her expectations were not only met but exceeded. The queen was left breathless, and her response was one of awe, not only for Solomon but for the God who had blessed him so abundantly.

The Queen of Sheba’s visit to Solomon is like a traveler stumbling upon a glimmering spring in the desert. She had heard of its refreshing waters from afar, but tasting it herself surpassed all her hopes. What she received far outweighed what she brought. Solomon’s wisdom and generosity revealed a shadow of something greater: the ultimate fulfillment of wisdom and majesty in the Lord Jesus Christ.

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Living Under Authority: The Armor of Light
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Living Under Authority: The Armor of Light

Paul’s exhortation in Romans 13 reminds us of two interconnected truths: the importance of submitting to governing authorities as God’s ordained servants and the call to clothe ourselves with Christ, reflecting His light in a dark world. This dual charge is both practical and spiritual, shaping how we live out our faith in a world still waiting for redemption.

Imagine a lighthouse standing tall on a rocky shore. The lighthouse keeper doesn’t just light the lantern and leave—it requires diligent upkeep, cleaning the lens and ensuring the light shines brightly to guide ships safely. The keeper respects the authority of the sea’s laws and the responsibilities of their post. In much the same way, we are called to respect the governing authorities in our lives, knowing they are instruments of order, even in their imperfection.

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Appropriation of the Life of Christ: A Relationship to Embrace
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Appropriation of the Life of Christ: A Relationship to Embrace

The journey of appropriating the life of Christ can sometimes feel elusive—like a profound truth hovering just out of reach. Yet, the beauty of this process lies in its simplicity: it is not a formula to master but a relationship to embrace. Just as the seed must fall into the ground and die before it can bear fruit, so too must we surrender our self-reliance and trust the indwelling life of Christ to express Himself through us.

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The Seed and the Harvest: The Process of Discipleship
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The Seed and the Harvest: The Process of Discipleship

"Unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it bears much fruit."
— John 12:24

Discipleship is often misunderstood as merely acquiring spiritual knowledge or maintaining Christian activity. But as Miles J. Stanford explains, the true essence of discipleship involves a profound process of death and resurrection within us—a gradual yielding of self so that the life of Christ may flourish.

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Living in the Garden of Grace: Jesus Christ—Our Wisdom
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Living in the Garden of Grace: Jesus Christ—Our Wisdom

"But of Him you are in Christ Jesus, who became for us wisdom from God."
1 Corinthians 1:30a

Wisdom is a treasure often admired in others, a quality marked by discernment, understanding, and insight. Many long to possess it, seeking answers and direction in the complexities of life. James reminds us of the abundant generosity of God, who gives wisdom freely to those who ask in faith (James 1:5-6). But in 1 Corinthians 1:30, we are taken beyond the concept of wisdom as something to attain; we are reminded that Jesus Himself is our wisdom.

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Is Jesus For Real?
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Is Jesus For Real?

"Anyone who chooses to do the will of God will find out whether my teaching comes from God or whether I speak on my own."
John 7:17

Jesus made an astonishing statement: if we want to know whether His words are true, we should do what He says. The proof of His teaching doesn’t come from debate or intellectual argument; it comes from experiencing its truth through obedience.

Imagine you’ve been handed a treasure map, and the only way to confirm its authenticity is to follow it. You might hesitate at first, doubting its legitimacy. But with each step—whether crossing rivers or digging in unexpected places—you discover that the map leads you exactly where it promised. The treasure isn’t just at the end; it’s also in the growing confidence that the mapmaker knew exactly what they were doing.

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A Heart Overflowing with Love
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A Heart Overflowing with Love

"But Jesus turned and rebuked them."Luke 9:55 BSB

Early in their walk with Jesus, James and John were fiery and zealous. When the Samaritans rejected Christ, they asked, “Lord, do You want us to call down fire from heaven?” Their zeal lacked maturity, compassion, and understanding. Jesus’ gentle rebuke redirected them, not toward judgment but toward the love and patience that God demonstrates to all.

Years later, that same John, now transformed by time with Jesus and the work of the Holy Spirit, would write letters overflowing with love and tender instruction. Paul, too, after initially rejecting Mark for his failures, later recognized his worth and valued him as “useful for ministry” (2 Timothy 4:11).

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Fresh Every Moment: Living by the Spirit's Life
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Fresh Every Moment: Living by the Spirit's Life

"Jesus answered, 'Very truly I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless they are born again.'”
John 3:3

The life of the Spirit is not a one-time event—it’s a continual, eternal beginning, a fresh fountain of life that never runs dry. Jesus described it as being “born again,” a mysterious and surprising work of God. Much like the wind that moves where it pleases, the Spirit’s renewing presence breathes life into our days, thoughts, and actions.

Yet, how often do we find ourselves raking through the stale remnants of our own strength, trying to "get through" rather than living in the freshness God has already provided? Staleness often creeps in when we depend on ourselves—on routines, feelings, or even others—rather than on the Spirit’s moment-by-moment sufficiency.

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