A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship
“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20
From the blog
The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy
In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.
The Song of Songs: A Divine Love Story Reflecting Christ's Pursuit of His Bride
There is something timeless and captivating about a love story, and the Song of Songs stands as Scripture’s most beautiful portrayal of romantic love. More than just poetry about human affection, this song lifts our eyes to a greater love—the relentless, pursuing love of Christ for His bride, the Church.
Penned by King Solomon, this lyrical masterpiece celebrates marital intimacy, faithfulness, and devotion. Yet, as with much of Scripture, there is a deeper layer beneath the surface. Solomon, the son of David and a shepherd-king, reflects a greater Shepherd-King: Jesus Christ. Just as Solomon passionately pursues his bride, so does Christ pursue His Church with unwavering love.
Looking for Yourself Out There: Returning to the One Who Fulfills
"Did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?"
These lyrics echo a question that many of us have felt deep within—a longing to be remembered and loved by someone who seems distant. Whether it’s a strained relationship or a personal season of drifting from God, this line captures the ache of separation.
Pat Monahan of Train wrote "Drops of Jupiter" after losing his mother, reflecting on the idea that maybe she had gone on a journey beyond this life, discovering the vastness of eternity. But this longing and searching are also deeply human. We all, in one way or another, search for fulfillment, meaning, and identity.
Embracing the Finished Work of the Cross
"I have been crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself up for me."
— Galatians 2:20 (NASB)
Many of us wrestle endlessly with the grip of self—the persistent patterns of pride, fear, and self-reliance. In response, we may attempt various ways to control or suppress these tendencies: more spiritual disciplines, increased church activities, even personal sacrifices. Yet, these efforts, though well-intentioned, fall short. Why? Because self cannot be reformed or disciplined into submission. It must die.
Living in the Garden of Grace: Roll Back the Stone
"And behold, there was a great earthquake; for an angel of the Lord descended from heaven, and came and rolled back the stone from the door, and sat on it."
— Matthew 28:2
The stone wasn’t rolled away so Jesus could leave the tomb. The risen Christ had already overcome death and the grave. The stone was rolled back so the world could witness that the crucified Savior was alive.
In the same way, our lives are meant to reveal this resurrection power. God has already raised us to new life in Christ. Paul reminds us in Ephesians 2:5-6 that we have been made alive with Christ, raised up, and seated with Him in the heavenly realms. This isn’t a future hope—it’s our present reality.
From Lukewarm to Living Powerfully: Embracing the Renewed Mind
"Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what is the good, pleasing, and perfect will of God."
— Romans 12:2 (BSB)
The Christian life is not meant to be stagnant but alive, vibrant, and impactful. Imagine a steam engine filled with water. The water might be clean and full, but if it remains cold, it serves no real purpose in moving the train. Even if the water becomes hot, nearing the boiling point, it still doesn’t generate the power needed to set the wheels in motion. But once that water reaches the boiling point, it transforms into steam—a driving force that propels the engine forward with great power and purpose.
Hearing the Voice of God: A Call Rooted in His Nature
"Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, 'Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?' And I said, 'Here am I. Send me!'"
— Isaiah 6:8
When we think about God’s call on our lives, it’s easy to focus on our own abilities, personalities, or desires. We ask ourselves, “What am I equipped to do?” or “Where do my gifts fit in?” But Isaiah’s encounter with God challenges this mindset. God’s call is not about our nature—it’s about His. His voice is an expression of His own heart, character, and purpose.
Isaiah didn’t volunteer because he felt qualified. He responded because his soul had been attuned to God through a life-altering encounter. His response was born out of surrender, not self-confidence. God wasn’t looking for Isaiah’s skill set; He was looking for Isaiah’s availability.
Jesus—The Perfect Fulfillment of God’s Law
"Do not think that I came to destroy the Law or the Prophets. I did not come to destroy but to fulfill."
— Matthew 5:17
The law of God is not a set of arbitrary rules but a reflection of His perfect, holy, and loving character. Its standard is impossibly high: "Be holy, be loving, be perfect." Left to ourselves, we could never reach such heights. But Jesus didn’t come to abolish the law; He came to fulfill it—completely and perfectly.
Imagine a master artist standing before a vast, intricate mural that must be completed with absolute perfection. Every stroke must reflect the original design flawlessly. No human hand could finish it without flaw. But Jesus, the Master Himself, steps in and finishes the masterpiece. His life, death, and resurrection complete the work we could never do, transforming the blank and broken canvas of our lives into something breathtaking.
Confident in His Perfect Work
There is a quiet but powerful confidence in understanding God's eternal purposes for His people. This knowledge doesn't come simply from study but from walking with Christ and growing in Him. It is through this personal growth that head-knowledge becomes heart-knowledge, transforming the way we view ourselves and others.
Imagine a master sculptor standing before a block of marble. To the untrained eye, it looks like nothing more than a cold, lifeless stone. But the sculptor sees something more—a beautiful, finished masterpiece waiting to be revealed. Every strike of the chisel is intentional, shaping the stone into what it was always meant to be.
The Potter’s Hands: Trusting God’s Sovereign Design
Paul’s words in Romans 9 confront us with the reality of God’s sovereignty. The tension between God's sovereign choice and human responsibility stirs deep questions. Yet woven through this chapter is a consistent truth: God’s plan is perfect, and His purposes are unwavering.
Paul begins with deep sorrow for Israel, his own people, who largely rejected the gospel. Despite having received countless blessings—covenants, the law, the temple worship, and even being the nation through whom the Messiah came—they stumbled over Christ. Why? Because they sought righteousness through works rather than through faith.
The Authority of Jesus: The Son of Man Who Forgives and Restores
In Mark 2, we witness Jesus exercising divine authority in ways that both astonished and unsettled those around Him. When four friends tore through a roof to lower their paralyzed friend before Jesus, their act of desperation and faith was met with something unexpected: Jesus forgave the man’s sins. The crowd anticipated physical healing, but Jesus addressed a far deeper need first—the need for forgiveness.
This moment reveals Jesus' identity as the Son of Man, the one prophesied in Daniel 7:13–14, who holds eternal authority over God's kingdom. Jesus didn’t merely come to heal bodies but to bring reconciliation between God and humanity. His authority wasn’t limited to physical restoration; it extended to the forgiveness of sin—the deepest healing any person can receive.
The Unstoppable Sword of God’s Justice
In Jeremiah 47, we witness God's judgment against the Philistines—a once-mighty enemy of Israel reduced to a remnant, yet still facing the full weight of divine justice. The Babylonians, instruments of God's will, would sweep through their cities, leaving desolation in their wake. The imagery of God's sword, unsheathed and relentless, reflects the certainty and completeness of His judgment.
The Philistines’ downfall was not random but part of God's sovereign plan. His justice moves with purpose, and nothing can halt it until His will is fully accomplished. Just as a sword returns to its sheath only when its task is finished, so too does God’s hand move until His purposes are fulfilled.
Remembering Our Creator: Anchoring Our Lives in God’s Unchanging Faithfulness
Life often feels like a winding river—calm and steady in some places, but turbulent and unpredictable in others. The writer of Ecclesiastes urges us to remember our Creator while the waters are still calm, before the inevitable storms of life roll in. This isn’t just a call for the young to think about God early but a universal reminder for all of us to anchor our hearts in Him before life's challenges tempt us toward discouragement and cynicism.
Yet, no matter when we come to truly know and trust the Lord, one truth remains: only God can satisfy the deepest longings of our souls. The fleeting pleasures and pursuits of this world eventually fade, but God’s presence and promises endure.
The Temple on Mount Moriah: A Shadow of God’s Perfect Provision
Mount Moriah is more than just a historical location; it is a powerful symbol of God’s provision throughout redemptive history. Long before Solomon laid the foundation for the temple, this mountain was the setting where Abraham, in obedience, prepared to sacrifice his beloved son, Isaac. But God intervened, providing a ram as a substitute (Genesis 22:13–14). Centuries later, King David offered sacrifices on this same ground to halt a devastating plague against Israel (1 Chronicles 21:14–17).
Now, Solomon's temple rises on this sacred site, a physical representation of God’s dwelling among His people. Every sacrifice offered in its courts pointed forward to the ultimate provision—the sacrifice of Jesus Christ. Near this very place, God would give His own Son as the final, perfect offering to fully satisfy His justice and extend mercy to sinners.
Living in the Garden of Grace: What About the Lapses?
"O wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? I thank God—through Jesus Christ our Lord!"
— Romans 7:24-25a
Even the Apostle Paul, the very one God used to proclaim the message of grace, experienced moments of stumbling. Paul’s anguished cry in Romans 7—“O wretched man that I am!”—reveals his struggle with lapsing back into self-effort and flesh-driven living. Yet, Paul also knew the way back to life and freedom: “I thank God—through Jesus Christ our Lord!”
Keep the Flame Alive
“Therefore, just as you have received Christ Jesus as Lord, continue to walk in Him.”
— Colossians 2:6 (BSB)
Starting something new can be difficult, but maintaining it often requires far less effort. This is especially true in our walk with Christ. A.B. Simpson beautifully reminds us that it’s easier to keep the fire burning than to relight it once it has gone out. The steady flame of our devotion doesn’t need to flicker or fade when we remain in Jesus, drawing continuously from His life within us.
Walking in White: Embracing the New Life in Christ
"We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life."
— Romans 6:4
There is a distinct turning point in every believer's life—a moment where the old self must truly die for the new life in Christ to fully emerge. Oswald Chambers refers to this as the "white funeral," a burial of the self-driven life so that we may rise into the fullness of Jesus' life within us. This is not a metaphorical sentiment but a real and necessary death to self.
Freed from the Law, Alive in Christ
"Therefore the law was our tutor to bring us to Christ, that we might be justified by faith. But after faith has come, we are no longer under a tutor."
— Galatians 3:24-25
Imagine standing at the base of a towering mountain. A guide stands beside you, pointing upward, explaining the dangers of the climb and the impossibility of reaching the summit on your own. This guide warns, instructs, and corrects, but offers no hand to carry you upward. That guide is like the law—pointing to the summit of holiness, love, and perfection, but incapable of lifting us to those heights.
Rooted in His Word: True Discipleship Over Quick Decisions
"If you continue in My word, then are you My disciples indeed."
— John 8:31
In today’s fast-paced world, it’s easy to fall into the trap of seeking quick results—even in spiritual matters. There’s a tendency to rush people into making decisions for Christ, as if a momentary response guarantees lifelong transformation. But Jesus calls us to something far deeper than a fleeting decision. He calls us to discipleship—a lifelong journey of abiding in His Word and growing in His truth.
Appropriation in Christ: Resting in What Is Already Ours
One of the most common struggles for believers seeking to live out the exchanged life is this question: How do I practically appropriate what Christ has already done for me without slipping into self-effort? It’s an important question—one that touches the very core of walking in the Spirit.
Many of us recognize that our walk with God can sometimes feel more like striving than resting. When it feels like striving, it’s often a sign that the flesh is at work, subtly pushing us to achieve what can only be received. Yet, even recognizing this struggle is evidence that the Holy Spirit is actively working in us, lovingly guiding us to deeper trust in Christ. God has not given up on us—and neither should we.
Unshakable Assurance: Living Free in the Spirit
Romans 8 opens with a declaration of freedom that changes everything: there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. The weight of sin, guilt, and the crushing impossibility of keeping the law have been lifted. For the believer, this isn’t a hope or a possibility—it is a present and permanent reality. In Christ, we stand fully acquitted.
Imagine standing in a courtroom, guilty beyond defense. Every failure, every sin is laid bare. Yet, instead of a sentence, the Judge steps down, takes your place, and declares, “You are free. The penalty has been paid in full.”