A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Surrendered and Victorious: The Potter and the Clay
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Surrendered and Victorious: The Potter and the Clay

Imagine a potter shaping a lump of clay. At first, the clay resists, unyielding and stubborn, unwilling to take the form the potter envisions. The potter gently works the clay, softening it, patiently waiting for it to surrender to his hands. Once the clay yields, something miraculous happens—the potter shapes it into a beautiful vessel, both strong and purposeful, capable of fulfilling the design for which it was created.

Our relationship with God mirrors this process.

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Intercessory Introspection
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Intercessory Introspection

The work of the Holy Spirit often takes place in the hidden depths of our being—those inner places where we cannot go ourselves. Like the psalmist in Psalm 139, we may cry out to the God who knows every horizon and depth: “Search me, O God, and know my heart” (Ps 139:23).

God’s sanctifying work is not limited to what we are consciously aware of. There are unseen motives, unresolved dreams, and unexamined areas of our lives that need His cleansing touch. The blood of Christ cleanses not just our external acts but also the inner recesses of our spirit. If we will walk in the light as He is in the light, the Holy Spirit nourishes our inner being with the same life that sustained Jesus Christ.

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A Better Hope
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A Better Hope

God’s law is holy and reveals His perfect standard, yet it carries a strategic inability: it demands perfection without providing the resources to achieve it. This inherent weakness does not reflect a flaw in God’s design but points to His greater purpose for the law.

Imagine a ladder with missing rungs—it shows the height we must climb but offers no way to ascend. The law, like that ladder, demonstrates God’s standard while exposing humanity’s inability to reach it on our own. Its purpose is to highlight our need for a "better hope."

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Powerless Recipients
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Powerless Recipients

The world calls us to self-reliance, to be strong, and to assert control. Yet, God’s design is radically different: it is in our weakness that His strength is perfected. His way is not for us to muster up power but to recognize our utter dependence on Him and allow Christ to live His victorious life through us.

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Romans 1: The Gospel and God’s Judgment on Humanity
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Romans 1: The Gospel and God’s Judgment on Humanity

Imagine an envoy sent by a king to proclaim the terms of a new kingdom. Paul begins his letter to the Romans with a similar introduction, presenting himself as a servant and messenger of Christ. He is entrusted with a message of great importance: the gospel of God. Like a royal envoy, Paul emphasizes that his message is not self-made; it originates from God. He underscores that this gospel fulfills promises made in the Scriptures and centers on Jesus Christ, the Son of God and the descendant of David. This gospel is not just historical; it’s transformational, calling people to the “obedience that comes from faith.”

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Introduction to Romans: The Gospel of God
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Introduction to Romans: The Gospel of God

Martin Luther once described Romans as the "daily bread of the soul," a fitting description of this theological masterpiece that has shaped Christian thought for centuries. Paul's letter to the Romans is not just a systematic theology; it is a passionate and purposeful message addressing the pressing concerns of the church in Rome. From its sweeping declarations of God’s righteousness to its practical guidance for daily living, Romans serves as both a theological anchor and a guide for life in Christ.

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The Parable of the Tarnished Mirror – Matthew 23
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The Parable of the Tarnished Mirror – Matthew 23

Once, there was a grand mirror displayed in a town square. The townspeople took great pride in polishing the surface daily, ensuring it sparkled under the sun's rays. On the surface, the mirror gleamed, but behind the glass, it was tarnished and cracked. Though it reflected light, the image it showed was distorted.

One day, a traveler passed through and pointed out the flaws within. The townspeople protested, insisting that the outer shine was what mattered most. The traveler warned them, “Unless the inside is repaired, the mirror will soon fail to reflect anything at all.” His words went unheeded, and in time, the mirror crumbled, leaving nothing but shards on the ground.

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The Parable of the Freed Prisoner – Jeremiah 40
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The Parable of the Freed Prisoner – Jeremiah 40

Imagine a man unjustly imprisoned in a city that has fallen to an invading army. The conqueror, hearing of the man’s integrity and wisdom, offers him freedom and two options: join the conqueror in his palace, where he will be honored and secure, or remain with the scattered people of the ruined city to assist in rebuilding their lives. The prisoner, out of love for his people, chooses the harder path—staying in the ruins to guide and care for the broken-hearted.

This parable reflects Jeremiah’s experience in Jeremiah 40. Though the Babylonians recognized his faithfulness to Yahweh and offered him a place of safety, Jeremiah chose to remain among the remnants of Judah, a people broken by their rebellion and suffering under divine judgment.

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The Parable of the Empty Treasure Chest – Ecclesiastes 5
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The Parable of the Empty Treasure Chest – Ecclesiastes 5

Imagine a man who discovers an old treasure chest buried in a field. Excited, he digs it up and opens it, expecting to find gold and jewels. To his dismay, it’s empty. Still, he convinces himself that filling this chest with riches will make him happy. Year after year, he adds coins and trinkets, but the chest always feels lacking. The more he fills it, the heavier his burden becomes. One day, exhausted and disillusioned, he finally realizes that the problem wasn’t the treasure chest—it was the misplaced hope he placed in it.

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The Music of Prophesying – 1 Chronicles 25
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The Music of Prophesying – 1 Chronicles 25

Imagine an orchestra. Each musician plays a different instrument—strings, brass, percussion—yet together they create a harmonious melody that fills the hall with beauty and awe. But what if these musicians weren’t just playing music? What if their instruments and voices were proclaiming divine truths, guiding hearts toward heaven, and expressing the will of God? This is the picture of the temple musicians in 1 Chronicles 25.

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The Sovereignty of God – A Reflection on A.W. Tozer’s Chapter 22 of The Knowledge of the Holy
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The Sovereignty of God – A Reflection on A.W. Tozer’s Chapter 22 of The Knowledge of the Holy

Imagine an ocean liner embarking on its journey from New York to Liverpool. The destination is set by an authority far greater than the passengers on board. The passengers are free to roam the decks, dine, sleep, or play as they wish, yet their activities do not alter the ship’s course. This analogy beautifully encapsulates Tozer’s perspective on the sovereignty of God: God’s purposes are fixed, yet within His sovereign will, humanity has freedom to choose and act.

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Identification – A Reflection on Romans 6
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Identification – A Reflection on Romans 6

A sculptor worked tirelessly on a block of marble. Every strike of the chisel removed pieces of stone, revealing the figure within. However, the sculptor explained to his apprentice that the marble had to be cut from the same quarry as the original masterpiece he sought to replicate. “Without this shared origin,” the sculptor said, “the new figure can never truly reflect the beauty of the original.”

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Living in the Garden of Grace: Put to Death Your Members
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Living in the Garden of Grace: Put to Death Your Members

A man once wore an old, tattered coat. Over the years, it became so much a part of him that he felt it was part of his body. Even as the coat grew heavier and more uncomfortable, he couldn’t imagine life without it. One day, a tailor offered him a beautiful new coat, perfectly made and free of charge. The man hesitated but finally agreed to try it on. As he slipped out of the old coat and into the new, he realized the freedom and comfort he had been missing all along.

This parable reflects the transformation described in Colossians 3:5. Paul’s command to “put to death your members” calls us to shed the old, sinful patterns ingrained in us like an old coat and to embrace the new life we have in Christ.

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"It Is I; Do Not Be Afraid" – A Reflection on Mark 6:50
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"It Is I; Do Not Be Afraid" – A Reflection on Mark 6:50

A little child, overwhelmed by fear, ran to her mother with tears streaming down her face. She intended to pour out her troubles but found herself lost in the warmth of her mother’s embrace. The love radiating from her mother replaced the fear in her heart. The child never spoke a word about her sorrow because the presence of her mother had made everything else seem insignificant.

This parable mirrors the way God comforts us in our moments of fear and uncertainty. His presence has the power to transform our perspective, even if the storm around us does not immediately subside.

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Does My Sacrifice Live? – A Reflection on Genesis 22:9
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Does My Sacrifice Live? – A Reflection on Genesis 22:9

A sculptor once set out to create a masterpiece. He gathered tools and began chiseling away at a block of marble. To his dismay, he found that the marble resisted his efforts, cracking in ways he didn’t intend. Frustrated, he cried out, “What do you want from me?” A voice whispered back, “Not the destruction of the marble, but its transformation into something beautiful.”

The sculptor realized his task was not to break the marble but to refine it, removing only what hindered the beauty within. This parable reflects God’s work in our lives. He doesn’t call us to give up everything for the sake of sacrifice itself but to let go of what hinders His life within us so that we might live as His masterpiece.

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Do You Hear the Law? – A Reflection on Galatians 4:21
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Do You Hear the Law? – A Reflection on Galatians 4:21

A teacher once gave her students an impossible challenge: to write an essay so perfect that it matched the greatest literature ever written. Most students shrugged off the standard, convinced they could impress her with their best efforts. Some even mocked the standard, saying it was too lofty to matter.

However, one student took the standard seriously. He brought his essays to the teacher, seeking her feedback, only to hear her point out how far he fell short. Frustrated and discouraged, he realized the impossibility of meeting the teacher's demand. But then the teacher offered a way forward: "Let me give you my own perfect essay. You may submit it as your own."

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Unclean! Unclean! – A Reflection on Isaiah 6:5
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Unclean! Unclean! – A Reflection on Isaiah 6:5

A young artist once marveled at the beauty of a masterpiece in a gallery. Inspired, he returned to his studio, eager to create his own work of art. As he painted, his efforts seemed brilliant at first, but over time, imperfections became painfully evident. His frustration grew as his inability to match the masterpiece revealed his own limitations.

One day, the gallery owner invited him back, not to compare his work but to study the masterpiece more closely. "The beauty of this work lies not in what you can imitate but in how it reveals your need to grow." The young artist realized that his failures were not the end of his journey but the beginning of his growth as he learned from the master.

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Revelation 22: A New Eden and Eternal Fellowship
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Revelation 22: A New Eden and Eternal Fellowship

A gardener planted a beautiful garden, lush with rivers and trees, where life flourished. He walked daily with his companions in this paradise. But one day, they betrayed his trust, and the garden fell into disrepair. The gardener, however, did not abandon his creation. Instead, he began a long work of restoration, promising a day when the garden would be even more glorious than before.

Finally, after much toil, the gardener unveiled a new garden—a place where the rivers flowed endlessly, the trees bore fruit year-round, and nothing could harm or corrupt it. His companions, now faithful, rejoiced, knowing they would dwell with the gardener forever.

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Many Are Called, Few Are Chosen: A Corporate View of Election
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Many Are Called, Few Are Chosen: A Corporate View of Election

In Matthew 22:14, Jesus concludes the parable of the wedding banquet with the statement: “For many are called, but few are chosen.” This verse invites us to reflect on the nature of God’s invitation to salvation and the identity of the "chosen." From the corporate election perspective, the "chosen" are those who freely respond to God’s universal call through repentance and faith in Christ. This approach highlights the relationship between God’s sovereign plan and human responsibility, centering on Christ as the chosen One.

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Matthew 22: The Invitation to the Kingdom and the Authority of the King
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Matthew 22: The Invitation to the Kingdom and the Authority of the King

A king prepared a grand banquet to celebrate the marriage of his son. Invitations were sent to those of highest status in the land, but they dismissed the king’s generosity with trivial excuses. Some even mocked the messengers and attacked them. Angered by their rebellion, the king extended his invitation to all, filling the banquet hall with those considered unworthy by society.

Yet among the guests was one who refused to honor the king’s generosity by dressing appropriately. When confronted, the man was speechless, revealing his disregard for the king’s grace. The king ordered him to be cast out, for while the invitation was open, entrance required proper response.

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