A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

The Standard That Humbled Heaven
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The Standard That Humbled Heaven

E. Stanley Jones reflects on the remarkable unity between God’s moral character and His expectations for us. He draws attention to Ephesians 1:11, which proclaims that God works all things according to the counsel of His will, emphasizing that His will is confined to the boundaries of Christlikeness. That is, God does nothing inconsistent with the nature and spirit of Jesus. Christ is not only God’s ideal for man but also God’s own standard for Himself.

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When You’re Not Sure God Is Good
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When You’re Not Sure God Is Good

Many believers live in quiet tension with God because they don't fully believe He is a good Father. Somewhere deep in their experience, He is seen more as a demanding judge than a gentle parent. They fear failing Him. They fear disappointing Him. And as a result, they live in anxiety rather than assurance.

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The Son Is Supreme
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The Son Is Supreme

Hebrews opens with a breathtaking sweep across redemptive history. The writer begins by pointing to the way God once spoke through prophets in many parts and in many ways. Those revelations were true, but partial. Now, something greater has happened. God has spoken in His Son, the One through whom He made the universe and to whom all creation belongs. This is not just a message about Jesus. Jesus is the message. He is the radiance of God's glory and the exact imprint of His nature. In Him, the story of the world finds both its origin and its purpose.

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Jesus: The Fulfillment of God's Promise
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Jesus: The Fulfillment of God's Promise

The book of Hebrews is a Spirit-breathed call to behold Jesus Christ as the culmination of all God’s promises. The Grace and Truth Study Bible introduces it as a rich and layered letter that ties the redemptive themes of the Old Testament directly to the work and person of Christ. Jesus is not merely a continuation of the story. He is the fulfillment.

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Resolve, Not Retreat
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Resolve, Not Retreat

As Paul journeyed back toward Jerusalem, he was repeatedly warned by believers that suffering awaited him. In Tyre, through the Spirit, the disciples urged him not to go. In Caesarea, the prophet Agabus dramatically confirmed this impending hardship by binding himself with Paul’s belt. Yet Paul didn’t flinch. These warnings, while alarming to those who loved him, were not prohibitions. They were preparations. Paul’s heart was not trembling. It was resolved.

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Cracked So the Light Can Pour Through
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Cracked So the Light Can Pour Through

T. Austin-Sparks invites us to look through an open window and behold the surpassing superiority of Jesus Christ. The view is not one of lofty strength or outward success, but of divine treasure housed in weakness. “We have this treasure in jars of clay,” he reminds us, so that the all-surpassing power may be clearly seen to come from God and not from ourselves.

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Safe in the Storm's Wake
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Safe in the Storm's Wake

Paul’s journey to Rome was marked by faith, obedience, and a violent shipwreck. Yet Acts 27 closes with this beautiful reassurance: everyone reached land safely. That line, tucked at the end of a chapter filled with peril, feels like a holy exhale, a sigh of divine relief. Despite the chaos, despite the pounding waves and the shattered stern, God’s word to Paul held firm. Not a single life was lost.

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Carried by the Same Promise That Birthed Us
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Carried by the Same Promise That Birthed Us

Today’s reading from Bob Hoekstra reminds us that the Christian life begins and continues by faith in God's promises, not by human effort. Just as Isaac’s birth came through God's declared promise rather than Abraham’s ingenuity, so our new birth in Christ was born out of God’s grace, not our striving. We are children of promise, not children of flesh.

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Hidden for His Glory
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Hidden for His Glory

In a world eager for recognition, the quiet place of hidden service can feel insignificant. Yet in the kingdom of God, those who follow are often more fruitful than those who lead. This devotional reminds us that the Church is not sustained by great personalities, but by faithful, surrendered hearts. While many long to blaze trails and hold authority, God is looking for those who are willing to trust Him in the unnoticed spaces.

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Alone with Him in the Cloud
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Alone with Him in the Cloud

Oswald Chambers gently opens our eyes to the mystery of clouds in the believer’s life. What may seem like dark interruptions or painful detours are often the very places where God draws near. In Scripture, clouds are not random misfortunes or signs of chaos. Rather, they are signs of God's movement. God is not always found in bright clarity. Often, He reveals Himself in obscurity, where trust is needed most.

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Shaped in Love’s Timing
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Shaped in Love’s Timing

Today’s devotional from Miles Stanford reminds us that our life, growth, and service are not random or mechanical but are lovingly handcrafted by the Father. Every season of our journey is measured and purposeful, formed by His wise and patient hands. His touch is personal, not indifferent. His timing is deliberate, not careless.

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When Glory Tries to Steal Worship
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When Glory Tries to Steal Worship

Today’s devotional from Witness Lee walks us into the wilderness, where Satan tempts Jesus with the allure of worldly glory. He offers all the kingdoms of the earth if Jesus would bow in worship. This temptation wasn’t empty. Luke 4:6 tells us that the devil had been given authority over these kingdoms and could offer them to whomever he chose. But what he really wanted was not to give something away. He wanted something for himself. Worship that belongs to God alone.

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Love That Silences Every Fear
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Love That Silences Every Fear

In this moving reflection on 1 John 4:17–18, Alexander Whyte shows us that it is not the transaction of atonement alone that calms the guilty conscience—it is the radiant love revealed in that atonement. When we live in fear, it is often because we have not fully opened our hearts to the perfect love of God, a love that casts out fear not merely through doctrine, but through deep, personal reception.

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The Only Center That Holds
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The Only Center That Holds

E. Stanley Jones reflects on Ephesians 1:10, which speaks of God’s eternal plan: “to unite all things in Christ, things in heaven and things on earth.” According to Jones, this divine unity has not been realized because humanity has repeatedly pursued its own paths to oneness—plans rooted in doctrine, governance, or personalities—only to find themselves splintered further. In every age, these man-made strategies have led to division, not harmony.

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Psalm 30 — From Sackcloth to Song
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Psalm 30 — From Sackcloth to Song

Psalm 30 is David’s grateful reflection on how the Lord brought him through a time of great danger and emotional darkness into safety and joy. It’s a song of thanksgiving composed for the dedication of the temple—a forward-looking act of worship that anticipated God’s continued presence among His people. At its heart is a sweeping testimony: “You lifted me… and I will exalt You.”

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Hosea 10
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Hosea 10

Hosea 10 continues the prophet’s lament over Israel’s unfaithfulness by weaving together three stark images. First, Israel is portrayed as a lush, spreading vine—one that bore fruit not for God’s glory, but to expand its own altars and pagan worship. Their prosperity bred idolatry, not gratitude. Instead of obeying the Lord’s instructions for worship (as in Deuteronomy 12), they mimicked the nations around them, trusting in political leaders and idols. These leaders made promises they never kept and allowed injustice to fester like toxic weeds. Samaria, the capital, became the hub of false religion and empty fear—fearing a calf-idol instead of the living God.

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When God Comes to Dinner and Stays to Listen
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When God Comes to Dinner and Stays to Listen

Genesis 18 gives us a deeply intimate and yet theologically rich portrait of God’s interaction with His covenant friend, Abraham. The scene opens with an unusual visit—three men appear, yet it quickly becomes clear one of them is divine. This is not just a passing encounter, but a purposeful appearance: a promise is reaffirmed, a future is foretold, and a question is posed that still rings through history: Is anything too hard for the Lord?

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God's Faith for the Difficult Ones
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God's Faith for the Difficult Ones

When Jesus called the twelve disciples, He wasn’t assembling a team of spiritual giants. He chose a group full of flaws, misperceptions, materialism, and selfish ambition. The Gospels do not airbrush their weaknesses; rather, they highlight them. From their misunderstandings to their self-centered expectations, the twelve consistently failed to grasp spiritual realities. And yet, Jesus remained committed to them.

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Hidden Reassurance in the Midst of the Storm
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Hidden Reassurance in the Midst of the Storm

Today’s devotional from Ray Stedman draws us into Paul’s perilous sea voyage in Acts 27, where he, along with 275 others, faces a violent storm that strips away every earthly confidence. Days without food, battered by wind and wave, and on the edge of despair, Paul rises—not with empty optimism, but with unwavering confidence rooted in a divine assurance. He announces that no lives will be lost, because the God he belongs to and serves sent an angel to deliver a message of hope and promise.

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Born of Promise, Not Performance
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Born of Promise, Not Performance

Today’s devotional from Bob Hoekstra draws our attention to God’s unwavering commitment to fulfill His promises, not only in the life of Abraham but in the lives of all who belong to Him. Abraham’s two sons—Ishmael and Isaac—serve as symbolic contrasts between fleshly striving and divine fulfillment. Ishmael came through human planning and effort, while Isaac was born purely through the promise and power of God. In this distinction, Paul reminds us that we, too, are not products of human striving or self-effort, but of God’s promise.

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