A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Ready for Holy Detours
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Ready for Holy Detours

Acts 8 tells the story of Philip. An angel sends him onto a desert road, and the Spirit says, go near that chariot. Philip steps toward an unexpected assignment, and a man goes home rejoicing. Today’s reading in His Victorious Indwelling reminds me that the Spirit plans and appoints our days. Nick Harrison’s curation nudges us to stay open to changes of program, not tying the Spirit to our comfort zones.

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Agreeing Where It Matters Most
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Agreeing Where It Matters Most

Philippians 4 shows two faithful women who once worked side by side with Paul. Somewhere along the way they drifted apart. Paul does not take sides. He points them to the one place they already agree, in the Lord. E. Stanley Jones helps us see the wisdom in that move. Shared loyalty to Jesus becomes the meeting place when preferences pull us in different directions.

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Keeping the Peace We Already Share
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Keeping the Peace We Already Share

Ephesians 4:3 calls us to guard the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace. T. Austin-Sparks helps me hear that call with fresh ears. He reminds us that this unity is not wishful thinking. It is very practical. It lives where misunderstandings happen, where feelings get bruised, and where little barriers try to grow into big walls.

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When Hard Things Grow Good Fruit
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When Hard Things Grow Good Fruit

Romans 5:3 to 5 says that suffering is not wasted. It becomes the workshop where perseverance is shaped, character is proven, and hope stands taller. Ray Stedman helps us see that rejoicing in trials is not pretending the pain feels good. It is trusting that God uses pressure to produce something solid in us because His love is already poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit.

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When My Times Are In Your Hand
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When My Times Are In Your Hand

David’s honesty helps me breathe again. He admits that his sins felt like floodwaters over his head, and like a weight he could not carry. He also admits that fear and slander pressed in from every side. In that place he did not polish himself. He turned, and said, You are my God. My times are in Your hand.

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When Blessing Draws Fire
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When Blessing Draws Fire

Peter tells us not to be surprised when a fiery trial shows up. Many of us expect calm seas after a step of faith, then feel confused when the wind rises. Today’s reading in Days of Heaven on Earth helps me name what is happening. Opposition is not proof that Jesus has left. Often it is the trace of His nearness.

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After the Yes, Walk With Him
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After the Yes, Walk With Him

Philippians 3 reminds us that our confidence is not in the flesh, it is in Jesus. Oswald Chambers helps us see that surrender is not mainly about handing over things, it is about yielding the will to the Father. When the will bows, the heart finds rest. It is not a one time rush of emotion. It is a settled yes that carries into ordinary moments.

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Free To Walk In Newness
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Free To Walk In Newness

The heart of today’s reading is simple. In Jesus, we are not managed by the old rulebook. We are new creation people, and the Spirit teaches us how to walk. The law is holy and good, yet it was never designed to be the believer’s day to day power source. Grace gives us a Person, not a checklist.

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Pearls With Patience
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Pearls With Patience

Jesus teaches in Matthew 7:6 that holy things and precious lessons are not for trampling. That is not a call to stinginess with the gospel. It is an invitation to care for people as we share. Today’s reading in eManna, from Witness Lee, helped me slow down. I do not share because I am excited to unload. I share because I love the person in front of me.

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Continuous Contact, Not Crisis
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Continuous Contact, Not Crisis

Many of us know the scene from Genesis 32. Jacob wrestles till daybreak, then limps into a new name. J. Sidlow Baxter uses that moment to help us see a common pattern. We chase spiritual highs, then fade back to the old average. We live on the battery system, charged by a conference or an all night prayer push, then drained again.

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Centered At The Cross
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Centered At The Cross

Philippians 4 calls us to stand firm in the Lord. E. Stanley Jones points us to the place that steadies the stance, the cross of Jesus. He reminds us that some try to live in Christ while sidestepping the cross, and that never holds. The cross is not a side note. It is the center where the heart is kept steady.

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The War Is Over, Walk In Peace
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The War Is Over, Walk In Peace

Romans 5:1 says that because we have been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. Ray Stedman helps us slow down and really hear that. Peace with God is not a mood we try to maintain. It is the settled result of what Jesus finished. The war is over. God calls us family.

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You Are My God, Right Here
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You Are My God, Right Here

David teaches me something simple and steady. Surrounded by slander and fear on every side, he kept saying to the Lord, You are my God. Bob Hoekstra points out that David’s confession did not rise from a calm season. It rose in the middle of pressure. The man had enemies, plots, and family heartbreak. Yet his mouth kept agreeing with God’s faithfulness.

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Refined, Not Ruined
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Refined, Not Ruined

Proverbs 17:3 says the Lord tests hearts. Today’s reading reassures us that temptation itself is not sin. Sin requires the consent of the will. When the pull shows up and the spirit says no, the Father sees that refusal as obedience. In fact, strong pressure only highlights how precious that yes to Jesus really is.

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When It Is Not Clear, Stay Close
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When It Is Not Clear, Stay Close

Matthew 20:22 records Jesus saying, you do not know what you are asking. That line feels honest about real life. Some days with God feel bright and simple. Other days feel foggy. Oswald Chambers helps us sit with that reality without panic. Confusion does not mean we are off the path. It often means the Lord is taking us by a way we do not yet understand.

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Mercy Without a Measuring Cup
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Mercy Without a Measuring Cup

Matthew 7:1 to 2 is straight and kind. The measure I use on others will be the measure that comes back to me. Today’s reading from eManna helped me slow down and see that kingdom mercy does not live with a ruler in its hand. It does not size people up before deciding if they qualify. Mercy cares for people because the Father has cared for us in Jesus.

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From Words to Walking
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From Words to Walking

Ephesians 1:17 says the Father gives a Spirit of wisdom and revelation so we may know Jesus. Miles Stanford helps us slow down and see that the goal is not to stockpile facts. The goal is a Person. The Spirit moves truth from the page into the heart, then into the day, so we live from what the Father has freely given.

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Watchful Hearts, Patient God
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Watchful Hearts, Patient God

2 Peter 3:9 says the Lord is not slow as some count slowness. He is patient, not wanting any to perish, but all to come to repentance. Today’s reading reminds me that our hope is not in timetables. It is in a Person. We wait for Jesus Himself. Dates and headlines can have a place, but they do not hold our center.

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Ever Upward With Jesus
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Ever Upward With Jesus

Philippians 3:14 pictures a heart leaning forward. Paul calls it the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. E. Stanley Jones takes that phrase and gently shakes off complacency. He says life in Jesus is never a museum of yesterday’s victories. It is a fresh beginning that keeps beginning again in Him.

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First Love, True Service
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First Love, True Service

2 Corinthians 5:14 says the love of Christ compels us. Romans 5:5 says the love of God is poured into our hearts by the Holy Spirit. Today’s reading from T. Austin-Sparks is a kind nudge back to the center. Real service does not start with duty or titles. It starts with a heart captured by Jesus. Where love leads, serving follows.

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